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I Am Terrified Of Success
Self-sabotage Pro Max.
I’ve hit a revelation that’s as uncomfortable as it is true — I sabotage myself on the verge of success.
It’s not the dread of failure that unravels me; it’s the fear of actually succeeding. Imagine that — fearing the very thing you’ve been striving for.
Here’s how it unfolds: I charge towards my goals, fuelled by ambition and hard work, laying the groundwork for victory. But just as I’m about to cross the finish line, a paralyzing thought strikes — what happens when I get what I’ve been chasing? Suddenly, I find myself pulling back, almost reflexively.
This fear of success is a tricky beast. It’s like being programmed to strive for greatness, only to shut down at the last minute. It’s maddening. Why, after pushing so hard, would I falter at the final moment? It’s as if I’m scared to see what lies beyond the summit — scared of the responsibilities that come with victory, or perhaps, of how my life will change.
The real struggle, I’ve realized, isn’t just about overcoming external challenges; it’s about conquering the internal tumult that comes with nearing a breakthrough. It’s about not letting my subconscious fears derail the dreams I’m consciously working toward.
