Daily Diary

18th April, 2024

Photo by Dev Asangbam on Unsplash

A whimpering defeat for the Arsenal last night. One week of ill discipline and lack of confidence, and the entire season’s worth of grit and over delivery amounts to nothing. Yet another week in April where we throw it all away.

And conveniently, I am using this slump to justify my own lethargy today. Scheduled workout day, but I simply don’t love myself enough today to do anything about it. I am down, bereft of any mojo, not looking forward to doing anything remotely mentally or physically taxing. Despite the gorgeous spring sun in London. Despite having everything in place. Like a new, shiny mortgage for example. I am throwing today away, swapping most scarce resource on the planet – time – for ennui.

Ugh. Later.

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